[S]_08.31.2008_

Wer mit Ungeheuern kämpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Und wenn du lange in einen Abgrund blickst, blickt der Abgrund auch in dich hinein.

Translation: He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And when you gaze long into an abyss the abyss also gazes into you.

- Friedrich Nietzsche
[Beyond Good And Evil]

_09.12.2008_

[S]_08.22.2008_

Vos must vado per Abyssus impetro ut Olympus.

Tebe musit prodělat Peklo až k počít Nebe.

麿 べき 碁 通じて 魔界 達する 天道.

Ты быть должным тщательно разбирать пункт за пунктом Ад к приниматься за что-либо Небо.

moraš pregledati hudiča zadobiti nezaslišano.

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_09.12.08_

[S]_08.14.2008_

Angel, TBF Part Ways...


On August 14, 2008, The Brian Factor and Angel have mutually agreed to part ways. We wish Angel all the best in her future endeavors and we here at The Brian Factor will continue to promote "Angel Kisses" and always leave the door open for her should she choose to return.

Thank You Angel.

_08.08.08_

"En todos los tiempos y en todos los días, nunca ha habido tan se calma un momento como esto. Dónde nosotros vamos de aquí está más allá de nosotros pero pronto, algún día pronto.. Descubriremos algo más a nosotros todo."

And yet... I'm still not surprised...

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All Hope is Gone

Psychosocial

I did my time, and I want out
so abusive, fate
It doesn't cut,
The soul is not so vibrant
The reckoning, the sickening
Back at you, subversion
Pseudo-sacred psycho virgin
Go drill your deserts,
Go dig your graves
Then fill your mouth
With all the money you will save
Sinking in, getting smaller again
undone, it has begun
I'm not the only one

And the reign will kill us all,
Throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me

Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial
Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial

Oh, there are cracks, in the road we lay
from where the devil fell
The secrets have gone mad!
This is nothing new,
But would we kill it all?
The hate was all we had
Who needs another mess?
We could start over
Just look me in the eyes
And say I'm wrong
Now there's only emptiness,
But a message to bring
I think we're done
I'm not the only one!

And the reign will kill us all,
Throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me

Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial
Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial

fake and defenseless lie,
I tried to tell you first
Your hurtful lies are given out
Can't stop the killing, I can't help it
If it's hunting season
Is this what you want?
I'm not the only one!

And the reign will kill us all,
Throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me

And the reign will kill us all,
Throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see,
The preservation of the martyr in me

_08.04.2008_

So… Where do we begin?

Well. Mistakes where made, ideas were tried and failed and just when you think the world is ready for you, you realize that you were not ready for the world.

But. Things aren’t the same anymore, sure it gets said all the time but really look around, I mean look everywhere and especially really look in you. Everything’s actually changed. Who? Why? & How? are out of the equation now. Now the landscape around all of us has only three questions left to ask: What? Where? And When?

It’s been often said that we are entering defining times, when in reality we’ve always been in defining times. From day one to now until the day we die, everyday will be a day that adds definition to us all. See my perception has always been that while everyday is a day for definition, it’s only the days where we really push and get pushed that we actually notice our own abilities. We are capable of so much but in our confusion and overall laziness we have instead decided to lay about, let the world fix itself or let it die because simply put “it’s not our problem.”

When I started I aimed to just say my piece like everyone else and move on, but soon it wasn’t enough. I tried to set my goals higher and in my attempts I found my limitations and took steps backwards instead of moving forward. You can never cater to everyone because you will lose. You will lose your ideas, you will lose your beliefs, you will lose your world and most of all you will lose yourself.

With all that said I send this message out to all my readers, all my friends and to all my fellow writers… I’m ready to try again.

_09.12.08_